Ikaw ang laging naiisip,
Sa panaginip ko'y di maalis-alis,
Laging bumabalik,
Paikot-ikot, nagliliwaliw.
Ilang taon narin ang nagdaan,
Nang huli nating nakita ang isa't isa,
Nagtapos lahat sa isang tampuhan,
Ano pa nga't nauwi din sa wala.
Nagsimula sa magandang pagtitinginan,
Ngutin umuwing luhaan,
Hindi parin mawari,
Ang dahilan ng hidwaan sa isa't isa.
Sa ganda ng pinagsamahan,
Aakalin walang hadlang,
Ngunit sa isang iglap,
Lumayo't sinabing nanlamig ka't mas magandang magkaibigan na lamang.
Sinubukan ko ang lahat,
Binago ang dapat,
Ngunit nasubukan na't lahat,
Ako'y tuluyang iniwan at di na binalikan.
Kailan?
Kailan ko ba malalaman ang tunay na nararamdaman?
Tandaan, kaya kong maghintay,
Basta't pangako'y iyong pang hawakan,
Na sasabihin ang tunay na dahilan ng 'yong paglisan.
Monday, September 15, 2008
Sunday, September 7, 2008
Was it a mistake?
Isn't it strange how you still dearly love someone eventhough he won't love you back?
How would your world revolve if he's all you could think of? Isn't it soooo unfair that you gave your whole YOU but in the end, nothing was returned? What if you gave all of your love and actually nothing left for yourself, even a small part, it still belongs to him, to the point that you don't even have the strenght to immune the pains and move on?
Here's the twist, YOU TWO WERE NEVER TOGETHER. But you know that you're more than friends... In your heart.
I know a lot of people had, is, and will experience this. Well, I'm one of them. JUST A PIECE OF ADVICE...
DON'T GIVE ALL YOUR LOVE. Because you may never know if it's gonna be returned. And learn to leave a part for yourself... So that, even if it didn't work, you still have a little part of your love... That you can actually use to move on. And learn NOT TO LIVE IN THE PAST...
To him: I hope you're happy. It's just that, why did you let go of it? Didn't I tried?
(Breezy's words. :P)
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Success? Matured?
14.. I'm 14.. What's the point? The only change is that, I'm a year older. - That's my point of view 2 days after my birthday. But now, it seems that it isn't true anymore. Suddenly, I've realized I've been living a life that's leading to nowhere. Suddenly, I'd crave for something different.. Something appreciative. Am I going insane?? What is this feeling of having sense of responsibility and aggresiveness? Then suddenly, I'm not fond of watching cartoons anymore, my interest in childish stuffs have just floated away.. Then I've realized, I've just let a visitor enter my world. MATURITY.
Yes, what you've just read is true. Though other thinks "what's the point of being mature?". It means a lot to me. Seeing older people suffer and strive to work hard had indeed, awaken me. I suddenly realized that I have wasted 13 years of my life trying to goof off. What a waste I have been! Though, I'm really greatful that I've come to my senses eventhough 13 years have already wasted by me. I know all people underwent, are undergoing, and will undergo maturity. And I feel so blessed to experience it this early.
I'm not saying I'm fully matured. I'm just starting to go out to the shell that I've been hiding for 13 years already. I suddenly crave to explore the world and study.
Now, I can't wait for the next school year eventhough it had just ended. I want to enter to Harvard Medical School and take up Medicine. I want to become a pediatrician. I love kids. I can't withstand seeing them suffer..
Now, I know my blog is not that inspirational.. But..Have you felt the importance of maturity to your life?
Yes, what you've just read is true. Though other thinks "what's the point of being mature?". It means a lot to me. Seeing older people suffer and strive to work hard had indeed, awaken me. I suddenly realized that I have wasted 13 years of my life trying to goof off. What a waste I have been! Though, I'm really greatful that I've come to my senses eventhough 13 years have already wasted by me. I know all people underwent, are undergoing, and will undergo maturity. And I feel so blessed to experience it this early.
I'm not saying I'm fully matured. I'm just starting to go out to the shell that I've been hiding for 13 years already. I suddenly crave to explore the world and study.
Now, I can't wait for the next school year eventhough it had just ended. I want to enter to Harvard Medical School and take up Medicine. I want to become a pediatrician. I love kids. I can't withstand seeing them suffer..
Now, I know my blog is not that inspirational.. But..Have you felt the importance of maturity to your life?
Li Xiang Qing Ren - Rainie Yang ~translation~
Chuan shang yang zhuang kan zhe shou biao
(Dressed up nicely, looked at the watch anxiously)
Shi jian kuai dao xin peng peng de tiao
(My heart is beating fast as the time approach)
He ni de di yi ci yue hui lai lin le
(This is my first date with you)
Jin se de yang guang sa man ren xing dao
(The golden ray of sunlight poured on the sidewalk)
Huan le xin chun gao ba tou fa nong hao
(I've changed my lipstick and set my hair)
Yao ni kan dao
(For you to see)
Wo de hao
(The goodness in me)
Xi huan kan ni zou lu chong man zi xin
(I like the confidence you have when you walk)
Shuo hua shi hou ni de zhuan zhu yan shen
(Your attentive look when you speak)
Wen rou de biao qing xiao rong li de tian zhen
(Your gentle expression and your innocent smile)
Wo xiang xin
(I believe)
Zhao bu dao you bi ni geng hao de ren
(That I can neverfind a better person than you)
Ni xin li li xiang qing ren shi ji fen
(How is your ideal lover in your heart?)
Shi fou ye hui you wo de fen
(Will I qualified?)
Hao xiang zhi dao ni de yi pai fen hui gei zen yang de ren
(I really wanna know what kind of girls get your perfect marks)
Qin ai de ni bu yao zai mo sheng zeng jia wo xi fen
(My dear, please let me play a more important role in your life)
Wo xiang wen qin ai de ni ba gan qing sheng deng
(I wanna ask, my dear, when will you prepare to enhance our relationship)
Peng you bian cheng qing ren
(From friends to coule)
Ke bu ke yi
(Can you)
Gao su wo biao zhun
(Please tell me your bench mark)
Bu yao rang wo yi zhi deng
(So that I won't wait in vain)
~Repeat "Xi huan kan ni... up to Bu yao rang wo.."~
Ting zhe na shi jian di da de zou
(I heard the sound of my footsteps and the time)
Dui jie de ni zai dian tou
(You nodded to me from the opposite street)
Hao xiang yi ge meng
(And walked towards me slowly)
Jian jian zou dao wo qian tou
(Everything was like a dream! :D)
~Rapeat the chorus~
-Sorry if it's complicated.. :)
(Dressed up nicely, looked at the watch anxiously)
Shi jian kuai dao xin peng peng de tiao
(My heart is beating fast as the time approach)
He ni de di yi ci yue hui lai lin le
(This is my first date with you)
Jin se de yang guang sa man ren xing dao
(The golden ray of sunlight poured on the sidewalk)
Huan le xin chun gao ba tou fa nong hao
(I've changed my lipstick and set my hair)
Yao ni kan dao
(For you to see)
Wo de hao
(The goodness in me)
Xi huan kan ni zou lu chong man zi xin
(I like the confidence you have when you walk)
Shuo hua shi hou ni de zhuan zhu yan shen
(Your attentive look when you speak)
Wen rou de biao qing xiao rong li de tian zhen
(Your gentle expression and your innocent smile)
Wo xiang xin
(I believe)
Zhao bu dao you bi ni geng hao de ren
(That I can neverfind a better person than you)
Ni xin li li xiang qing ren shi ji fen
(How is your ideal lover in your heart?)
Shi fou ye hui you wo de fen
(Will I qualified?)
Hao xiang zhi dao ni de yi pai fen hui gei zen yang de ren
(I really wanna know what kind of girls get your perfect marks)
Qin ai de ni bu yao zai mo sheng zeng jia wo xi fen
(My dear, please let me play a more important role in your life)
Wo xiang wen qin ai de ni ba gan qing sheng deng
(I wanna ask, my dear, when will you prepare to enhance our relationship)
Peng you bian cheng qing ren
(From friends to coule)
Ke bu ke yi
(Can you)
Gao su wo biao zhun
(Please tell me your bench mark)
Bu yao rang wo yi zhi deng
(So that I won't wait in vain)
~Repeat "Xi huan kan ni... up to Bu yao rang wo.."~
Ting zhe na shi jian di da de zou
(I heard the sound of my footsteps and the time)
Dui jie de ni zai dian tou
(You nodded to me from the opposite street)
Hao xiang yi ge meng
(And walked towards me slowly)
Jian jian zou dao wo qian tou
(Everything was like a dream! :D)
~Rapeat the chorus~
-Sorry if it's complicated.. :)
Pilipinas naman! :)
Again.. This is my homework for Mr. Waid! ^^
The Secret Paradise
The Philippines is the best place in the world to visit. According to the website of the Embassy of the United States of America to the Philippines (manila.usembassy.gov), a visit to the Philippines can only cost $1,500.00 - $2,000.00. Due to the high value of dollar in the Philippines (₱ 45.33 - $1.00 – as of 08/16/08, according to www.forex.com); a person can enjoy his/her visit without actually worrying about money shortage. In addition, a person can have a glamorous visit by staying at the most expensive hotel which only cost ₱ 5843.40 or $130.00 on its finest quality of services (rate based on the Manila Hotel, a 5-star hotel). Furthermore, according to Wikipedia (www.wikipedia.org) and on the Republic of the Philippines official website itself (www.gov.ph), the Philippines is one of 17 countries that is considered to be one of the megadiverse countries in the world, along with Australia, Brazil, China (Taiwan geographically included), Colombia, Democratic republic of Congo, Ecuador, India, Madagascar, Malaysia, Mexico, Papua New Guinea, Peru, South Africa, United States, and Venezuela. Although it is relatively cheap to visit the country, there are many sites to behold because of its unique and outstanding ecological niches that have been rare all throughout the world. In addition, the Tubbataha Reef, the Chocolate Hills, the Puerto Princesa Subterranean River National Park, and the Mayon volcano a.k.a. “perfect cone-shaped volcano” are found in the Philippines and are actually top notchers in the on-going voting for the new 7 wonders of nature (www.new7wonders.com). Finally, still according to the official website of the Philippines, some of its national symbols are only found in the Philippines. The Philippines is the home to the smallest monkeys in the world or famously known as “Tarsiers,” dwarf buffalos or “Tamaraws” (the national animal of the Philippines), and the smallest fish in the world or “Pandaca Pygmea.” In addition, the Banaue Rice Terraces, the smallest volcano in the world which is famously known as “Taal Volcano,” and the largest eagle in the world or the “monkey-eating eagle/Philippine Eagle” are just some of the rarest ecological niches of the Philippines. In conclusion, all those beautiful sites and breathe taking wonders of the Philippines more than compensate for all of its shortcomings.
I love Philippines! My home! :D
The Secret Paradise
The Philippines is the best place in the world to visit. According to the website of the Embassy of the United States of America to the Philippines (manila.usembassy.gov), a visit to the Philippines can only cost $1,500.00 - $2,000.00. Due to the high value of dollar in the Philippines (₱ 45.33 - $1.00 – as of 08/16/08, according to www.forex.com); a person can enjoy his/her visit without actually worrying about money shortage. In addition, a person can have a glamorous visit by staying at the most expensive hotel which only cost ₱ 5843.40 or $130.00 on its finest quality of services (rate based on the Manila Hotel, a 5-star hotel). Furthermore, according to Wikipedia (www.wikipedia.org) and on the Republic of the Philippines official website itself (www.gov.ph), the Philippines is one of 17 countries that is considered to be one of the megadiverse countries in the world, along with Australia, Brazil, China (Taiwan geographically included), Colombia, Democratic republic of Congo, Ecuador, India, Madagascar, Malaysia, Mexico, Papua New Guinea, Peru, South Africa, United States, and Venezuela. Although it is relatively cheap to visit the country, there are many sites to behold because of its unique and outstanding ecological niches that have been rare all throughout the world. In addition, the Tubbataha Reef, the Chocolate Hills, the Puerto Princesa Subterranean River National Park, and the Mayon volcano a.k.a. “perfect cone-shaped volcano” are found in the Philippines and are actually top notchers in the on-going voting for the new 7 wonders of nature (www.new7wonders.com). Finally, still according to the official website of the Philippines, some of its national symbols are only found in the Philippines. The Philippines is the home to the smallest monkeys in the world or famously known as “Tarsiers,” dwarf buffalos or “Tamaraws” (the national animal of the Philippines), and the smallest fish in the world or “Pandaca Pygmea.” In addition, the Banaue Rice Terraces, the smallest volcano in the world which is famously known as “Taal Volcano,” and the largest eagle in the world or the “monkey-eating eagle/Philippine Eagle” are just some of the rarest ecological niches of the Philippines. In conclusion, all those beautiful sites and breathe taking wonders of the Philippines more than compensate for all of its shortcomings.
I love Philippines! My home! :D
My Happy Ending...
-This is actually my homework in English for Mr. Waid) :D
My Happy Ending…
Imagine yourself 15 years from now. Many of us are probably stable enough to stand with our own two feet. Or even better, many of us have already families of their own, stable jobs, successful careers, and contented lives. How sweet can our future be! How luxury! How euphoric to imagine! On the contrary, it’s not always like this. Many people are still having a hard time finding there “happy endings”. But I think I know a certain place where most “happy endings” are placed. Los Angeles, California is the place.
LOS ANGELES is the largest city in the state of California and the second largest in the United States. Often abbreviated as L.A. and nicknamed The City of Angels, it is rated an alpha world city, having an estimated population of 3.8 million and spanning over 498.3 square miles (1,290.6 km²) in Southern California. Additionally, the Los Angeles metropolitan area is home to nearly 12.9 million people who hail from all over the globe and speak 224 different languages. Los Angeles is the seat of Los Angeles County, the most populous and one of the most diverse counties in the United States. Its inhabitants are known as "Angelenos".
Los Angeles is one of the world's centers of culture, technology, media, business, and international trade. It is home to renowned institutions covering a broad range of professional and cultural fields, and it is one of the most substantial economic engines within the United States. Los Angeles also leads the world in producing popular entertainment — such as motion picture, television, internet content, video games and recorded music — which forms the base of its international fame and global status. The economy of Los Angeles is driven by international trade, entertainment (television, motion pictures, and recorded music), aerospace, technology, petroleum, fashion, apparel, and tourism. Los Angeles is also the largest manufacturing center in the United States. It is also one of the most important ports in the world, and vital to trade within the Pacific Rim. To add more fuel to the flame, crime rates are significantly low in L.A. According to the LAPD crimestat and epolice website, Los Angeles has been experiencing significant decline in crime since the mid-1990s, and hit a record low in 2007, with 392 homicides. Criminality peaked in 1992 with 72,667 recorded acts of violence — of which 1,096 were homicides — and 245,129 recorded property crimes. The year before, Los Angeles recorded 1,025 murders. See? What more could you ask for? A competitive place to live in for business tycoons, and a safe place to live in for families of today.
Though I have described L.A. as a paradise, it still has a shortcoming that is needed to be coped up. They have a great environmental issue. POLLUTION. Owing to geography, heavy reliance on automobiles, and the Los Angeles/Long Beach port complex, Los Angeles suffers from air pollution in the form of smog. The Los Angeles Basin and the San Fernando Valley are susceptible to atmospheric inversion, which holds in the exhausts from road vehicles, airplanes, locomotives, shipping, manufacturing, and other sources. Unlike other large cities that rely on rain to clear smog, Los Angeles gets only 15 inches (381 mm) of rain each year: pollution accumulates over many consecutive days. Issues of air quality in Los Angeles and other major cities led to the passage of early national environmental legislation, including the Clean Air Act. More recently, the state of California has led the nation in working to limit pollution by mandating low emission vehicles. As a result, pollution levels have dropped in recent decades. The number of Stage 1 smog alerts has declined from over 100 per year in the 1970s to almost zero in the new millennium. Despite improvement, the 2006 annual report of the American Lung Association ranks the city as the most polluted in the country with short-term particle pollution and year-round particle pollution. In addition, the groundwater is increasingly threatened by MTBE from gas stations and per chlorate from rocket fuel. With pollution still a significant problem, the city continues to take aggressive steps to improve air and water conditions.
It doesn’t really matter where you live… What matter most is HOW you lived your life. Make your life worth living for. Because life is too uncertain for us. But if you ask me where can I enjoy living my life to the fullest? I say Los Angeles is the best!
My Happy Ending…
Imagine yourself 15 years from now. Many of us are probably stable enough to stand with our own two feet. Or even better, many of us have already families of their own, stable jobs, successful careers, and contented lives. How sweet can our future be! How luxury! How euphoric to imagine! On the contrary, it’s not always like this. Many people are still having a hard time finding there “happy endings”. But I think I know a certain place where most “happy endings” are placed. Los Angeles, California is the place.
LOS ANGELES is the largest city in the state of California and the second largest in the United States. Often abbreviated as L.A. and nicknamed The City of Angels, it is rated an alpha world city, having an estimated population of 3.8 million and spanning over 498.3 square miles (1,290.6 km²) in Southern California. Additionally, the Los Angeles metropolitan area is home to nearly 12.9 million people who hail from all over the globe and speak 224 different languages. Los Angeles is the seat of Los Angeles County, the most populous and one of the most diverse counties in the United States. Its inhabitants are known as "Angelenos".
Los Angeles is one of the world's centers of culture, technology, media, business, and international trade. It is home to renowned institutions covering a broad range of professional and cultural fields, and it is one of the most substantial economic engines within the United States. Los Angeles also leads the world in producing popular entertainment — such as motion picture, television, internet content, video games and recorded music — which forms the base of its international fame and global status. The economy of Los Angeles is driven by international trade, entertainment (television, motion pictures, and recorded music), aerospace, technology, petroleum, fashion, apparel, and tourism. Los Angeles is also the largest manufacturing center in the United States. It is also one of the most important ports in the world, and vital to trade within the Pacific Rim. To add more fuel to the flame, crime rates are significantly low in L.A. According to the LAPD crimestat and epolice website, Los Angeles has been experiencing significant decline in crime since the mid-1990s, and hit a record low in 2007, with 392 homicides. Criminality peaked in 1992 with 72,667 recorded acts of violence — of which 1,096 were homicides — and 245,129 recorded property crimes. The year before, Los Angeles recorded 1,025 murders. See? What more could you ask for? A competitive place to live in for business tycoons, and a safe place to live in for families of today.
Though I have described L.A. as a paradise, it still has a shortcoming that is needed to be coped up. They have a great environmental issue. POLLUTION. Owing to geography, heavy reliance on automobiles, and the Los Angeles/Long Beach port complex, Los Angeles suffers from air pollution in the form of smog. The Los Angeles Basin and the San Fernando Valley are susceptible to atmospheric inversion, which holds in the exhausts from road vehicles, airplanes, locomotives, shipping, manufacturing, and other sources. Unlike other large cities that rely on rain to clear smog, Los Angeles gets only 15 inches (381 mm) of rain each year: pollution accumulates over many consecutive days. Issues of air quality in Los Angeles and other major cities led to the passage of early national environmental legislation, including the Clean Air Act. More recently, the state of California has led the nation in working to limit pollution by mandating low emission vehicles. As a result, pollution levels have dropped in recent decades. The number of Stage 1 smog alerts has declined from over 100 per year in the 1970s to almost zero in the new millennium. Despite improvement, the 2006 annual report of the American Lung Association ranks the city as the most polluted in the country with short-term particle pollution and year-round particle pollution. In addition, the groundwater is increasingly threatened by MTBE from gas stations and per chlorate from rocket fuel. With pollution still a significant problem, the city continues to take aggressive steps to improve air and water conditions.
It doesn’t really matter where you live… What matter most is HOW you lived your life. Make your life worth living for. Because life is too uncertain for us. But if you ask me where can I enjoy living my life to the fullest? I say Los Angeles is the best!
The seatbelt story...
I still love the rain.
This was the only thing that she could think of while gazing to the little droplets of rains’ water in her window. She was skinny with few wrinkles visible from the sides of her eyes. She could feel the vexatious feeling staggering her whole body. She felt numb. She froze after a while. She reminisce his presence.
“I still love the rain” she said. Now, she’s fighting the pain, with teary eyes.
Four years has been passed since the Balete Drive incident in the Philippines had happened.
-Flashback- (4 years ago; June 13, 2003 – Friday)
“Will you marry me?” he said while being soaked with the rains’ water. He set her up for his unique proposal to her.
A scenario by which he set up by bringing her to the airport and lying that he will leave for Macau and not going to be back for 3 years. She started to cry when she heard him and walked away without even finishing his sentence. Rain started to pour. She felt that the world was suffering with her.
“The sky’s also crying? Crap!” She said while blowing her nose with the sleeves of her dress, crying, and running away from him. He chased her fast. She didn’t even have the chance to ride a cab. But she manages to leave the airport and walk to the side pavement.
“What the hell do you want!!?” She shouted at him as he grabbed her to her wrist. Everyone stared at them after she shouted. She suddenly stopped crying and immediately looked at his eyes. “Ohmygod! This is so embarrassing! I BLAME YOU!” She whispered in the air with an angry expression. She turned away and was about to continue walking when he grabbed her wrist again and said “I don’t give a damn if people are staring at us. Wait! Don’t be so-. So-. He- He- Hey! I said HEY! STOP THE HELL UP!” She was trying to break loose at his grip but he hardly hold unto her. When he shouted, peoples’ attentions were now at them. “What the HELL? STOP! THIS IS-“but before she was able to finish her sentence, he butted in and said…
“Will you marry me?” He said to her out of the blue.
“You’re a douche bag! Stop this at once!”
“No! I’m serious!”
“Hell you are!”
“Hey! I had enough of your bad mouth! Shut it up! THIS IS A SIMPLE QUESTION. Just answer me! Yes or No. This is simpler than algebra!”
“I thought you’re going to leave? You know what? Here’s a penny! Go talked to anybody EXCEPT me! Leave now!”
“DUMMY! HE SET YOU UP!” Someone from the audiences shouted at her.
“What the-…(Yeah. They have audiences now)”
“HOW THE HELL DID YOU KNOW? YOU’RE NIETHER ME OR HIM STUPID!” she shouted back at the guy who shouted at her.
“ISN’T IT OBVIOUS? LOOK AT HIS DAMN SHIRT!”
The rain was pouring harder now. She wiped her face with her hands and looked down at his wet shirt.
“WILL YOU MARRY ME?” It was in the biggest print.
He, as well as the audiences, started to laugh. She blushed. Yet, she was blaming herself for being so stupid.
Why didn’t I recognize it earlier? That’s why he had roses in his car!
“Okay dummy! Stop the self blaming part *laugh*.” He reached for his left pocket and grab a small box. The box was red.
“A ring? For me? Aww!” she said as soon as she had seen it. “Ah, no. That was my just my retainers.” He said it to her. She suddenly frowned.
Suddenly, he opened the box and it was a ring.
“Ahahha! You actually believe me? Ahahah!”
He grabbed her hands and put the ring to her ring finger.
“So I guess it’s a yes?”
“You didn’t even let me answer. STUPID.”
She laughed, but he didn’t. He was serious now. She stops laughing when she realizes that she wasn’t being funny.
Nice try. You did a good job embarrassing yourself again.
“Yes. I will.”
He suddenly hugged her and the audiences cheered for them. The next part?
It was all like a dream.
They were now in his car. They were dried. She buckled up her seatbelt. They were going to her home and announce it to her family.
“Hey, buckle up!”
“It’s just a 30 minutes drive.”
He was driving smoothly through Gilmore Ave. She still feels that she’s floating while he was looking at her. He just can’t stop looking at her face. Then they realize that the car was now filled with an awkward silence. He was the first one to break off by telling a joke.
“Hey! If the Olympians have the quote “No guts, no glory”, and the weightlifters has “No pain, no gain”, how about the security guards?”
“Trying to pull a joke huh? Well. I bet it’s not going to be funny. See? (She frowned) I’m not smiling!”
“Shut up! Do you even know?”
“No. Then what do they say?”
“No I.D., No entry.” (based on dyesebel ^^)
“What the- Ahahah!”
They both laugh so that the awkward silence won’t fill the car again. As he was laughing, they were now on Balete Drive. The rain poured harder, but still he wasn’t able to notice because he kept on laughing. The worse part of that is, he wasn’t able to notice that the Balete Drive was changed into a one way road.
As they were making fun of each other, he’s concentration was not fully on the road. As minutes pass, the road began to be slippery. He was too disturbed to notice that there was a bus approaching towards them, he only knew it when his car slipped and was about to hit the bus. Then everything happened fast. His car hit the bus, then the bus crashed in one of the Balete trees, he’s car titled to the right and hit a delivery truck, the truck driver ran out from his truck as his car continue to drift further away to the street. Before they knew it, they crashed on five vehicles. Nobody died except for one. He died because his head hit his steering wheel. His head was bleeding incessantly. She was safe in her seat, but she was crying as she saw her fiancé was dead. She suddenly remembered that she was just with him in their happiest time of their lives and now that he was actually dead. It was so crucial! She froze there and stayed with her fiancé. She didn’t dare to leave. She didn’t even want to leave him when the police came.
-Flashback Ends- (August 12, 2008 – Tuesday)
She held her hands up to the same level as her chest. She still wears his ring. She still believes that she’s still engaged to him. She kissed the ring as tears flowed in her eyes. She blames herself for not convincing him to buckle up. What if he actually had buckled up? They would probably married and have children now. What if he buckled up? Then she wouldn’t feel alone.
See how can a little thing be a big effect? The most dangerous game is actually playing with safety, and putting your life in the line. Imagine how many regrets can small things bring? How many “what if?” Well, it’s not actually late to avoid it. But it will be late if you actually regret it.
-This is a fictional story made by me. If this story is somewhat similar to any other stories... Again, this is FICTIONAL. All of the events here are just made up by me, and I didn't mean to copy your story.. -
Cherrieboomboom
9:51am
This was the only thing that she could think of while gazing to the little droplets of rains’ water in her window. She was skinny with few wrinkles visible from the sides of her eyes. She could feel the vexatious feeling staggering her whole body. She felt numb. She froze after a while. She reminisce his presence.
“I still love the rain” she said. Now, she’s fighting the pain, with teary eyes.
Four years has been passed since the Balete Drive incident in the Philippines had happened.
-Flashback- (4 years ago; June 13, 2003 – Friday)
“Will you marry me?” he said while being soaked with the rains’ water. He set her up for his unique proposal to her.
A scenario by which he set up by bringing her to the airport and lying that he will leave for Macau and not going to be back for 3 years. She started to cry when she heard him and walked away without even finishing his sentence. Rain started to pour. She felt that the world was suffering with her.
“The sky’s also crying? Crap!” She said while blowing her nose with the sleeves of her dress, crying, and running away from him. He chased her fast. She didn’t even have the chance to ride a cab. But she manages to leave the airport and walk to the side pavement.
“What the hell do you want!!?” She shouted at him as he grabbed her to her wrist. Everyone stared at them after she shouted. She suddenly stopped crying and immediately looked at his eyes. “Ohmygod! This is so embarrassing! I BLAME YOU!” She whispered in the air with an angry expression. She turned away and was about to continue walking when he grabbed her wrist again and said “I don’t give a damn if people are staring at us. Wait! Don’t be so-. So-. He- He- Hey! I said HEY! STOP THE HELL UP!” She was trying to break loose at his grip but he hardly hold unto her. When he shouted, peoples’ attentions were now at them. “What the HELL? STOP! THIS IS-“but before she was able to finish her sentence, he butted in and said…
“Will you marry me?” He said to her out of the blue.
“You’re a douche bag! Stop this at once!”
“No! I’m serious!”
“Hell you are!”
“Hey! I had enough of your bad mouth! Shut it up! THIS IS A SIMPLE QUESTION. Just answer me! Yes or No. This is simpler than algebra!”
“I thought you’re going to leave? You know what? Here’s a penny! Go talked to anybody EXCEPT me! Leave now!”
“DUMMY! HE SET YOU UP!” Someone from the audiences shouted at her.
“What the-…(Yeah. They have audiences now)”
“HOW THE HELL DID YOU KNOW? YOU’RE NIETHER ME OR HIM STUPID!” she shouted back at the guy who shouted at her.
“ISN’T IT OBVIOUS? LOOK AT HIS DAMN SHIRT!”
The rain was pouring harder now. She wiped her face with her hands and looked down at his wet shirt.
“WILL YOU MARRY ME?” It was in the biggest print.
He, as well as the audiences, started to laugh. She blushed. Yet, she was blaming herself for being so stupid.
Why didn’t I recognize it earlier? That’s why he had roses in his car!
“Okay dummy! Stop the self blaming part *laugh*.” He reached for his left pocket and grab a small box. The box was red.
“A ring? For me? Aww!” she said as soon as she had seen it. “Ah, no. That was my just my retainers.” He said it to her. She suddenly frowned.
Suddenly, he opened the box and it was a ring.
“Ahahha! You actually believe me? Ahahah!”
He grabbed her hands and put the ring to her ring finger.
“So I guess it’s a yes?”
“You didn’t even let me answer. STUPID.”
She laughed, but he didn’t. He was serious now. She stops laughing when she realizes that she wasn’t being funny.
Nice try. You did a good job embarrassing yourself again.
“Yes. I will.”
He suddenly hugged her and the audiences cheered for them. The next part?
It was all like a dream.
They were now in his car. They were dried. She buckled up her seatbelt. They were going to her home and announce it to her family.
“Hey, buckle up!”
“It’s just a 30 minutes drive.”
He was driving smoothly through Gilmore Ave. She still feels that she’s floating while he was looking at her. He just can’t stop looking at her face. Then they realize that the car was now filled with an awkward silence. He was the first one to break off by telling a joke.
“Hey! If the Olympians have the quote “No guts, no glory”, and the weightlifters has “No pain, no gain”, how about the security guards?”
“Trying to pull a joke huh? Well. I bet it’s not going to be funny. See? (She frowned) I’m not smiling!”
“Shut up! Do you even know?”
“No. Then what do they say?”
“No I.D., No entry.” (based on dyesebel ^^)
“What the- Ahahah!”
They both laugh so that the awkward silence won’t fill the car again. As he was laughing, they were now on Balete Drive. The rain poured harder, but still he wasn’t able to notice because he kept on laughing. The worse part of that is, he wasn’t able to notice that the Balete Drive was changed into a one way road.
As they were making fun of each other, he’s concentration was not fully on the road. As minutes pass, the road began to be slippery. He was too disturbed to notice that there was a bus approaching towards them, he only knew it when his car slipped and was about to hit the bus. Then everything happened fast. His car hit the bus, then the bus crashed in one of the Balete trees, he’s car titled to the right and hit a delivery truck, the truck driver ran out from his truck as his car continue to drift further away to the street. Before they knew it, they crashed on five vehicles. Nobody died except for one. He died because his head hit his steering wheel. His head was bleeding incessantly. She was safe in her seat, but she was crying as she saw her fiancé was dead. She suddenly remembered that she was just with him in their happiest time of their lives and now that he was actually dead. It was so crucial! She froze there and stayed with her fiancé. She didn’t dare to leave. She didn’t even want to leave him when the police came.
-Flashback Ends- (August 12, 2008 – Tuesday)
She held her hands up to the same level as her chest. She still wears his ring. She still believes that she’s still engaged to him. She kissed the ring as tears flowed in her eyes. She blames herself for not convincing him to buckle up. What if he actually had buckled up? They would probably married and have children now. What if he buckled up? Then she wouldn’t feel alone.
See how can a little thing be a big effect? The most dangerous game is actually playing with safety, and putting your life in the line. Imagine how many regrets can small things bring? How many “what if?” Well, it’s not actually late to avoid it. But it will be late if you actually regret it.
-This is a fictional story made by me. If this story is somewhat similar to any other stories... Again, this is FICTIONAL. All of the events here are just made up by me, and I didn't mean to copy your story.. -
Cherrieboomboom
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