Success? Matured?

14.. I'm 14.. What's the point? The only change is that, I'm a year older. - That's my point of view 2 days after my birthday. But now, it seems that it isn't true anymore. Suddenly, I've realized I've been living a life that's leading to nowhere. Suddenly, I'd crave for something different.. Something appreciative. Am I going insane?? What is this feeling of having sense of responsibility and aggresiveness? Then suddenly, I'm not fond of watching cartoons anymore, my interest in childish stuffs have just floated away.. Then I've realized, I've just let a visitor enter my world. MATURITY.

Yes, what you've just read is true. Though other thinks "what's the point of being mature?". It means a lot to me. Seeing older people suffer and strive to work hard had indeed, awaken me. I suddenly realized that I have wasted 13 years of my life trying to goof off. What a waste I have been! Though, I'm really greatful that I've come to my senses eventhough 13 years have already wasted by me. I know all people underwent, are undergoing, and will undergo maturity. And I feel so blessed to experience it this early.

I'm not saying I'm fully matured. I'm just starting to go out to the shell that I've been hiding for 13 years already. I suddenly crave to explore the world and study.

Now, I can't wait for the next school year eventhough it had just ended. I want to enter to Harvard Medical School and take up Medicine. I want to become a pediatrician. I love kids. I can't withstand seeing them suffer..

Now, I know my blog is not that inspirational.. But..Have you felt the importance of maturity to your life?