Bakit?

Ikaw ang laging naiisip,
Sa panaginip ko'y di maalis-alis,
Laging bumabalik,
Paikot-ikot, nagliliwaliw.

Ilang taon narin ang nagdaan,
Nang huli nating nakita ang isa't isa,
Nagtapos lahat sa isang tampuhan,
Ano pa nga't nauwi din sa wala.

Nagsimula sa magandang pagtitinginan,
Ngutin umuwing luhaan,
Hindi parin mawari,
Ang dahilan ng hidwaan sa isa't isa.

Sa ganda ng pinagsamahan,
Aakalin walang hadlang,
Ngunit sa isang iglap,
Lumayo't sinabing nanlamig ka't mas magandang magkaibigan na lamang.

Sinubukan ko ang lahat,
Binago ang dapat,
Ngunit nasubukan na't lahat,
Ako'y tuluyang iniwan at di na binalikan.

Kailan?
Kailan ko ba malalaman ang tunay na nararamdaman?
Tandaan, kaya kong maghintay,
Basta't pangako'y iyong pang hawakan,
Na sasabihin ang tunay na dahilan ng 'yong paglisan.

Was it a mistake?

Isn't it strange how you still dearly love someone eventhough he won't love you back?

How would your world revolve if he's all you could think of? Isn't it soooo unfair that you gave your whole YOU but in the end, nothing was returned? What if you gave all of your love and actually nothing left for yourself, even a small part, it still belongs to him, to the point that you don't even have the strenght to immune the pains and move on?

Here's the twist, YOU TWO WERE NEVER TOGETHER. But you know that you're more than friends... In your heart.

I know a lot of people had, is, and will experience this. Well, I'm one of them. JUST A PIECE OF ADVICE...

DON'T GIVE ALL YOUR LOVE. Because you may never know if it's gonna be returned. And learn to leave a part for yourself... So that, even if it didn't work, you still have a little part of your love... That you can actually use to move on. And learn NOT TO LIVE IN THE PAST...

To him: I hope you're happy. It's just that, why did you let go of it? Didn't I tried?

(Breezy's words. :P)